♥ lost...

Recently I lost myself...
i don know wat i wan...
r at a loss every day... >"<
but fortunately...
i still have a dream tat travel with my baby...

Everyday when i wake up...
i really don know wat can i do...
wat i wan? wat is my future....
but when i think of our dream [travel v my baby]
yeah... i know tis is wat i wan...
tats y i work hard everyday...
coz tis is our dream....

Actually my baby is a reason...
make me have goals in life...
every time i think we agreed...
i will feel life is full of hope....
yeah... my baby is my charger...

I insist tat our dream....
i know my baby too...
therefore... we must work harder....

for our dream... our future...
n our love... >"<

Baby... do u c how much i lyv u rite now?
lolz... xD
baby... don let me go...
n i will never let u go...
luv u so much...





♥ by Irvil

♥ lonely...

It can only mean one thing...that long distance relationships can be successful just like any other relationship can be.

"Love knows no boundaries....Love knows no distance." These sayings are absolutely true. One can survive a long distance relationship even if you are a thousand miles away from your loved one.





hmmm....
still got 200 days...
sigh.... so long T^T
200days for wat?!
still got 200 days i juz can see my baby...
omg... miss he so much...

Sometime i will thinking of did i suitable for long-distance relationship?
i know... i shouldnt doubt...
but it feels a bit unreal... u know...
lolz... sry baby.... T^T

Sometime when i think tat...
i only can met my baby every year for 15-20 days or more but didnt have any more time...
tis was a lot of pressure for me.... >"<
i know... long-distance relationship is like tat...
but i will scared...

Sometime i feel long-distance relationship was so so lonely...
every time my frens talk about their bf who r of coz with them...
i felt so lonely....
especially when their bfs dropped by n visit...
u juz don know how lonely it was...
n also at nitez... even though u have someone special in ur life...
but is many miles away from u...
the loneliness will eat u...
there r times...
u wanna be with him but juz cant...
coz he is far...
its also not about tat loneliness but the weird feeling of y u have to find love away from u...
i admit long-distance relationships arent always easy...

Hey... but i never said i wan to give up...
i really love my baby so much...
my love for him is no doubt...
we will making our long-distance relationship work...
yeah~ we trying too hard juz wanna be v each other...
so don think we wan to give up... ok!!

well well well...
still got 200 days then i can meet my baby...
the only thing we can do is wait....
so don think bad...
juz Gambateh...
love ya...

♥ by Irvil

♥ i hope tat never separate...

I don know how the recent...

i try to fill the void in my life...

i went out v my frens... i laugh v my frens...

but tis made ​​me even more empty....

i don know y...

wat can i do???

I admit i cant afford lonely.... lolz

i was afraid of alone...

i will be cranky when alone...

all ppl will like tis, rite?

Those of us who know wat it feels like to feel different...

to feel tat like confusion i feel inside...

do i belong here or there or anywhere?

sigh....

How long can i meet my baby?

wow! there r eight months!!

so long..... >"< but is ok la.... 

time flies fast rite? 

I cant imagine parting after meet... 

i think i would miss my baby so much... 

i hope tat never separate... lolz 

but i know its impossible.... 

so sad.... T.T sigh... 

i think i really need a rest... 

need a short trip v some1... 

if not... i will crazy... 

i think i really tired of malaysia... >"< 

maybe i can say tired of my life...

= =lll sigh....

well~ i know i will be ok!!!

juz wait... Gambateh....

♥ by Irvil

24082011

♥ Omg... My first steak....

Grill Bar


Cuisines: American
No. 202 Jalan Sri Pelangi | 80400, Johor Bahru, Malaysia











Restaurant environment...
very nice rite?








Atcually... i don know wat is tis...lolz...

i think im out of touch with the times...>"<

btw who can tell me wat is tis?







my fav - Lime juice
too much sugar... too sweet...
>"<"""








Mushrooms n garlic bread...
yea~ u can try it...
its rally nice...
but i think i will not order a second time...
0.0







Chicken chop... ^^
taste good!!!










Omg!!!!! Steak!!!!
damn nice!!!u should try it!!!
food for thought...

ME!!!

My fren - Mandy...

Why you must visit Grill Bar?

*Good service attitude
When I went to the grill bar,they have to close(they forget to change the time),but they still serve us,it makes me think they are dedicated... Waiters are very friendly and patient...

*Delicious food
Actually I don really like to eat beef,coz it smell,but my frens told me,u should try Grill bar's steak, and ull not regret... When i ate it... omg!!! damn nice!!! im lovin it!!! It makes me fall in love with steak... lolz...

*Fair price
Most Western restaurants are expensive, but Grill bar at reasonable prices,can be said that the price of popularity...

*Nice environment n atmosphere restaurant
yes,nice environment n atmosphere restaurant, very quiet,design aesthetic... very nice...

So I recommend u should go there...
if not... ull miss out... xD

♥ by Irvil

19082011

♥ Dinner with my family....

We went to MIGOS ...
i don really like it...
but their chicken chop is good...

i like cheese...
but i don really like tat cheese hot pot...

not nice >"<

well~ i don really like MIGOS...

unless i wan to eat chicken chop...

if not... i will not go MIGOS...

♥ by Irvil

♥ Feeling a lot of the day...

Today's mood is actually not very good...
feels lost....
don ask me y...
coz i don wan to talk about it anymore....
a lot of things happened today....
from super bad mood until now is quiet ok....
I have been calm n said to myself....
yes... i did.... 
things were not so bad... rite?
sign... i only can say... today isnt my day.... >"<


well...
juz saw a fren's marriage proposal video...
i feel so happy...
preparations for the six months...
specifically convened a trip with frens to go to Taiwan marriage proposal...
he was find the local frens to help him...
99 roses + diamond ring...
romantic plans rite? xD
let me began to imagine a picture of my marriage proposal... lolz


Im not sure i would be very romantic marriage proposal...
but i wan to video all processes... xD
coz only once in lifetime... rite? haha~~
btw.. i know tat i like romantic... >"<


A lot of my frens are married....
really feels happy for them...
i hope they are happy.... 

I used to fantasize about the romantic fairy tale...
when i grow up... i juz know tat impossible happened in reality...
tats impossible have The perfect Prince Charming in the world....
people will have shortcomings... rite?
so don think too much...
everything comes naturally.....
Gambateh Irvil...
better world will come to my door....






♥ by Irvil
03082011

♥ Delicious strawberries...

yeah~ i like strawberries...

its delicious... ^^

thx my sister bought me strawberries...

Although i like to eat strawberries...

but i don like strawberry jam~ strawberry juice~ strawberry ice-cream or strawberry snacks...

very strange rite?

but i don know y~~ lolz... xD

tis is wat i prepare....

strawberries with cream...

damn nice...!!!

enjoy my strawberries... ^^

 btw Strawberry in Malaysia is very expensive...>"<

Everyone knows tat strawberries r delicious...
However... did u know juz wat a nutritional powerhouse they r?
Here r 8 reasons to include strawberries in ur diet...

Diet
One cup of strawberries contains over 13% of the RDA of dietary fiber, yet only 43 calories. The dietary fiber in strawberries helps to keep digestion regular, as well as lowers blood pressure and curbs overeating.

Antioxidants
Strawberries contain a chemical compound called phenols. Anthocyanin, a particular phenol abundantly found in strawberries, lends the rich red color to the fruit. Though anthocyanin is known to have antioxidant properties within the fruit, it is debated as to whether the antioxidant agents in anthocyanin-rich foods can be absorbed into the body once digested. Fortunately, however, it is known that when anthocyanin-rich foods are consumed, the body's uric acid levels increase, which serves as an antioxidant agent.

Anti-Inflammatory
The phenols in strawberries also fight against many inflammatory disorders, such as osteoarthritis, asthma and atherosclerosis, by inhibiting the enzyme cyclooxygenase (COX) in the same way that the drugs aspirin and ibuprofen do. Strawberries, however, do not carry unwanted side effects like stomach and intestinal bleeding.

Anti-Cancer
The combination of antioxidant and anti-inflammatory agents found in strawberries is well-known to fight against the onset of many different forms of cancer. Thanks to the vitamin C, folate, and the flavonoids quercetin and kaempferol that they also contain, strawberries are a delicious defense against potentially cancerous cells.

Healthy Eyes
The Archives of Opthalmology recently published a study in which three or more servings of strawberries (and other fruits) per day can decrease the possibility of contracting age-related macular degeneration by over one-third.

The Vigorous Vitamin C
One cup of strawberries contains an incredible 136% of the RDA of vitamin C, an effective antioxidant that can help lower blood pressure, ensure a healthy immune system, and ward off the development of age-related ocular diseases, such as cataracts and macular degeneration.

Magnificent Manganese
One cup of strawberries contains 21% of manganese, an essential nutrient that acts as a powerful antioxidant and anti-inflammatory agent. By increasing the levels of superoxide dismutase (SOD), the enzyme responsible for protecting mitochonrdria exposed to oxygen, manganese not only helps to fight the battle against free radicals and oxidative stress, but also lessens cellular inflammation -- another cause of numerous cardiovascular diseases.

Bone Health
Manganese is also great for the bones, helping in bone building and maintaining proper bone structure. The potassium, vitamin K, and magnesium in strawberries are also important for bone health

♥ by Irvil

20072011

♥ Taiwan Food...

Tis is my first time to visit tis shop...
I heard genuine Taiwanese food...
well...when i saw tat menu...
they recommended the most famous drink in Taiwan...
its call Lattea Green...





Lattea Grenn
Green tea + salty cheese
[its special... but i don really like it... lolz]





braised pork rice
[delicious... i like it...]





vegetarian noodles





fried mushroom
[damn nice!! i love it...]





hmm... i think its call
pancake or omelette = =lll
sry...im not sure...
but its good...

Summarized...
worth a try...


【台灣小吃】
【Pelangi JB.報紙街同排】






♥ by Irvil

19072011

♥ Things tat make me Cry....

I Cry:

Sometimes because im tired of my life...

When someone dies...

During a sad/romantic movie...

When i get a horrible migraine...

When no one understands me....

When people cant except me...

Sometimes coz im overweight...

When my family r not happy and feeling depressed...

On Valentines Day/Birthday when i feel lonely...

When i see someone get married(these are happy tears)...

When i argue with my family...

When someone makes me laugh really hard (these are happy tears)...

When im in horrible pain...

When my dream come true (these are happy tears)...

When i think of memories...

When u hug me tight n says Marry me Irvil ling.. 

ull never have to be alone...
I love u n tats all i really know...

♥ by Irvil
16072011

♥ My relaxing day...

Today i don feel like to anythings...
so i went to coffee bean enjoy my time...
xD lolz...
Ok...no need to introduced it ...
im sure u will know wat is tis...
yep... My fav Mocha n chocolate warm cake... ^^

Actually i feel very happy today...

coz i finally signed a package...

oh yes!!! Keep fit Keep fit...

yeah... Style Fitness...

After tat... we went to 3A cafe...

hehe~ photo shooted by ME !!!

i like it...

Green tea...

I love tis angle...

looks like not bad rite...

fine... i love tis cup too...

xD

♥ by Irvil

♥ Change My Life...

I said tat I wan to change my life...

but I don know how....

I tried to change ... but the feeling is still the same...

why?

I've been messing up my life a bit...

i try to make it out of this mess..

but....... sigh.....

I know we all have phases in our life where either we feel tired or we have a bad mood...

I always nervous and upset without knowing why...

I was bored of everything and don wan to see anyone...

Sometimes i think maybe i have depression... = =

I know tat each person and situation is different...

But Im tired... i wan to take my life into my hands and make something of it...

so tat y i wan to change my life...

Well... hmmm... wat is my plan?

I wan to go gym for a long time~

so im planning go to gym...

Actually... I don keen on sports... >"<

but i know i have to exercise...

haha... enjoy the feeling of sweat on... 

lolz... See... im real man... xD

In addition to sports...
I also have to work hard...

coz i need to save up more more more money~ $.$

but.... my salary is very low...

how can i do?? T.T

sigh.......

Anyway~~ Gambeteh!!!!

♥ by Irvil

11072011

♥ Summer Love

 All the four seasons will one day become summer
Whether that will make you believe there is forever
See you just rely on my shoulder and fell asleep side faces
Love continue in my heart spread

Fall in love with you this summer 

you asked I love will change
If you want to take the risk 

will i give you one day?
You said that love perhaps no imagination forever
so will someone busy say goodbye

Fall in love with you this summer 

I just want to give you the whole world
Want to take you to go to adventure together with you accept the test

My love and imagine without you is fickle
But all in my heart

You don't need to talk with others to contend
In my heart, you are always the most beautiful summer
No matter how season change
I will be by your side
Love you listen to you to spoil you like in heaven

Fall in love with you this summer 

you asked I love will change
If you want to take the risk 

will i give you one day?
You said that love perhaps no imagination forever
so will someone busy say goodbye

Fall in love with you this summer 

I just want to give you the whole world
Want to take you to go to adventure together with you accept the test

My love and imagine without you is fickle
But all in my heart

Fall in love with you this summer 

I just want to give you the whole world
Want to take you to go to adventure together with you accept the test

Maybe love than you imagine the far more if you like on my side
I'll accompany you forever

愛夏 Eng lyrics

♥ by Irvil

♥ Precious One....

English lyrics


Time goes by, we have so many meetings and partings
Here I am, relying on someone's kindness, I lost sight of something

What do you think of now, all alone at night as you count the seasons past?

Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart
I don't want to be all alone, it's so bittersweet

One day, one day you'll fine your precious one
If you look up at the sky, there's a single shining star

Tell me why, why do we long for love like this?

Ahh... The starry sky is honest, decorating the night with its tender sparkling

Somewhere, somewhere there's my precious only one
You're not all alone anymore, you're not alone

Someday, someday you're fated to meet someone you'll love
Before you realize it, they'll be by your side

Even if a million years go by
We never change, no worries, you'll be alright
I know you'll meet your precious only one
One day you'll find them on this earth, I believe in love
Always

Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart
I don't want to be all alone, it's so bittersweet

Somewhere, somewhere there's my precious only one
You're not all alone anymore, you're not alone

Someday, someday you're fated to meet someone you'll love
Before you realize it, they'll be by your side
You'll be by their side
You'll meet your only one

Somewhere, somewhere there's my precious only one
You're not all alone anymore, you're not alone

Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart
I don't want to be all alone, it's so bittersweet




Precious One - Kat-Tun
♥ Irvil

♥ Car or Dream....

Unconsciously work out 3 jobs close to 2 weeks...
actually is damn tired... haha... 
but is ok~~ i gradually get used to....

In fact... a lot of things happened recently...
i also don know how to say... sigh... ><"
but i hope everything will be in the past...

Actually work as 3 jobs is not a big deal...
although its a bit tired... hehe...
but i believe i can handle it...
haha... xD
coz im REAL MAN... LOL....
juz jorking....


Recently i consider whether should buy a car...
i know i need to use it ><"
but once the decision....
cant regret it oredi...haiz...
if i buy a car... 
i have to pay around RM1000 per month for 5years... arrrr~~~
cost a lot = = 
maybe i really should consider a work abroad... wahahhahaaa~~~

Or should i save up the money to complete my dream...
travel~ travel~ travel....
short course~ short course~ short course...
experience life i wan...
hesitate... ><"
how should i do.....
haiz....
   
Whatever the decision...
the thing is save up more more more money 1st...
xD


Gambatehne hanekosan...





♥ by Irvil
24052011

Irvil ♥

OMG!! i love tis pic so much~~

thx my brother ><'''

by Irvil ♥
12052011

♥ romance delicacy KSL johor bahru

random afternoon....

i went to KSL...

 i saw tis restaurant's design is very beautiful...

so i decided to go in....

Tis cake so cute,rite?

leisure design...

whoa~ my  favourite chocolate.....

BUT....It tastes bad...

T.T omg...

jerry lemon + sky juice....

Summary: disappointed

NO NEXT TIME!!!!

by Irvil  ♥

♥ sushi king

I went to Sushi King ....

Had a lot of sushi.... Had a lot of tea....

Tis is Croquette (Deep Fried Vegetable Mashed Potato)

very nice... i like it...

Sushi King famous green tea



We ordered:

2 Beige plates
4 Pink plates
2 Red plates

by Irvil  ♥

♥ The Royal Wedding ❉

What a Kate day!
Wills and Kate to become the duke & duchess of Cambright

The Royal couple ... Kate dazzles alongside her husband Prince William

Prince William and Kate Middleton have become man and wife in an historic fairytale ceremony at Westminster Abbey.❉❉❉

❉❉So in love... The happy couple...❉❉ :)

The prince and his bride live happily everafter!! The End ♥

 

 

 

by irvil ♥
01052011